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Hullabaloo.

2006-05-06T17:17:00.000+08:00

"I am sixteen going on seventeen
I know that I'm naive
Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet
And willingly I believe.."
--Julie Andrews; Sixteen Going on Seventeen

I slept late last night.. i always do. And then my bestfriend Kring called me up @ exactly 12midnight and greeted me a very energetic Happy Birthday. I was so happy.. but that wasn't all. My inbox got flooded. as in. Especially when i woke up early this morning.. 48 new msgs. whoaw. The real me, kinda pissed. coz im really lazy when it comes to reading messages esp if it's predictable. I know 98% would be greeting me. But actually, on top of everything, i was Happy, Overwhelmed? whatever would be synonymous to that. Basta ako'y masaya. Thank you so much to those who were/were not able to greet me. I appreciate each and every one of you. Thank you fo being such blessings to me. I praise God for you :) Special mention to my toughie alex, iloveyou. thank you for calling me kanina kahit long distance. and thanks for being such a good and fair friend.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

The thought that i might be bringing bad luck to my mom is disappointing. :( Every year, on my birthdays, problems occur. to my mom of course.. like today. i just hope she'll get through it. she's a strong woman i know. and im a strong lady.. oopsss. girl pa lang pala. i thank my dad for helping my mom out the best way he can although they're not together already. i so love them both..

Trixie : trish pag nagsasalita parang nagsusulat ng composition..

Tricia : ano ma? para bang essay?

i dint get what she was trying to say..

2006-05-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

im really a part of the Generation "M" now.
M as in Media/Multi-tasking. haha..
im texting with over 10 people right now, talking to my bestfriend tin-tin.. soundtripping, and typing (of course) all at the same time :)
phew! but im okay ah.. haha.
i know that my lovelife's not circulating now, and it's not my priority as well.
so how about being a bridge for my single friends? haha..
di ba.. :) ala cupid..

2006-05-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

nakakainis.
somebody's giving out my number to somebody, and then another somebody..
and then there's this guy from our village. he's married, take note of that.
he's been texting me.. and keeps on bugging me. rawr & eew.
he's like a stalker who knows what's going on with me.
nakakainis.

anyway, stop bugnot na.

maybe im just missing a LOT of people that's why mainitin ang ulo ko lately.
i miss my toughie (alex), inis. i dint know that he left for Japs na. hmpffft. and he'll be staying there for long.
i miss my friends in Marikina, Qc.. lahat lahat na..
even my cousins from my mom's side =/
my life's tot'lly different now.
why, if you may ask.. don't ask na lang.

2006-04-29T09:45:00.000+08:00

Nampooooooch! nka isang linggo na PBB di pa ko nakakanuod kahit isang ep. hmpf! =/
Pano ba naman, every night kami may lakad. hehe! bad ko. as if i blame my lola.
im grateful im still not that stupid to get mad at my lola just because of PBB.
I've been reading Tuesdays with Morrie and Morrie's right.
Why would i waste my time watching those things that has NOTHING to do with my life. yeayea,reality TV. But heck, do we even know these people? so what if we can relate to their problems? can they solve ours? i mean, it's okay to watch it once in a while but getting hooked (in the supermegabest power) to the point of arguing with the fans of whoever.. that's stupid.
Realistically speaking, i think being with friends, family.. the REAL PEOPLE is a much better way to spend our time. THEY can help us with our problems, they can listen, they wouldn't pretend as much as those in Kuya's house do. They can mold us into that person we would be someday.. They matter to us as much as we matter to them. They are tangible. We can hug or kiss them. They fo real man. They're peoples.

What do we REALLY learn from Pbb?
Judging people we don't even know.
Im a teentalker and the forum's oh so flooded with things relating to PBB.
I hate the way some conclude Nina as being maarte, sosyalera..
hello people? can we blame the person if she was born rich? or that her parents earn more than ours do?
oh c'mon. lets get over ourselves. we might not take notice, but we're just jealous.
she's pretty ain't she? only a few would admit it. but she really is.
She's an Asumptionista. And some says that her being an assumptionist makes her speak taglish.
Hello? is she alone? there are so many out there, heaps and heaps taglish speakers NOT from AC.
ang kitid
What's funny is that, Nina's critics speak taglish themselves. Wake up! =)

new vs. old

2006-04-28T08:44:00.000+08:00

Everyday's a new day.. but im getting OLDER.

i invited my AndrOrion friends over for dinner tonight. but i guess it wouldn't just be a "dinner".
lola's planning everything, what to expect? the unexcpected.
i wanted it to be a simple get together but some of our relatives were invited.
but anyway, i have lots of stories to tell. but i don't know where to start!
maybe later will do. :)
tata!

2006-04-23T10:34:00.000+08:00

<- dang! i am happy! hehe. :) bakit kamo? sekreto.. haha.
Yesterday was kinda tiring for me. We went to AC for the Parent Partnership Workshop.
It was NOT boring like what i expected. It was fun, entertaining and i learned a lot. i wish poppa made it there coz it'll help, big time. But it's okay coz lola told poppa everything she learned there naman.. :) i met up with raine there..[i lost weight daw..hehe!] she'll be studying there too. (Yey!!!) so there, had my measurement taken by the seamstress for the uniform..
oh.. have to go na, we're off to Tagaytay! mwahhhh. =D

2006-04-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

ouch pa rin. soup lang nakain ko the whole day. i don't think this is a good thing.
anyway, ang daya.. my kuya just bought a new phone. ako, im still settling with my nokia 3100. rrr.. but it's okay (sabay ganun?)
my gawd. i can't organize my thoughts right now but i really want to type..anything.. aasdhflh;s,gvijcphnhsdfkjghrehmoiloveac.
whew! enoughv that. boredom strikes. my kuya, his gf and lola are having a dinner date right now. and im here, all alone just typing the night away. pfft. drama..
what's with the "h" pare? (where on earth did that come from?) i mean, the "poh", "acoh".. hehe, wala lang.

oh here. got something to say na (not sure if it's sensible though..)
ive realized lately that i really am a pessismist.. a completely negatively-vibed person. i always think that nobody loves me, everybody hates me..
and i think that's the reason why some get tired of showing me affection.
like i dont want to swallow their efforts into my system.
if i was a mobile phone, the sim card would always be rejected.
my mind's so barado. maybe im just afraid to become a burden to anyone..
i hope you get me folks.. read on..
i don't want to be given attention because i think im not worthy of any.
and iunno why im like this..
im even shy to tell someone that he/she's not doing things right for me..
like when our kasambahay forgot to do something i told her to, i can't tell her for she might feel bad about herself. haaay.
ill be ending it here.. corny, naging mellow tuloy..

2006-04-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

just got home from greenhills with...ouch!my tooth aches, big time! gaaaah.
catch up maybe later..

*im inlove by the way.. haha. not with symon. haha. direchahan?

new"s"

2006-04-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

So im back, with a new layout. i really don't like this but for the sake of variety, okay.. patulan na.
i had my hair and nails done na rin. total makeover ;disaster?; haha.
my hair's really palaban that's why i think it doesn't look anything new. had it rebonded or rebounded [accdg to my dad ;p] but it's still a bit fly-away..
so there. what's up with me..
*well im still single, quite an accomplishment. nyahah.. and im so happy with it.
*had a petty fight with an ex of an ex. but it has been settled already.
*been eating too much. thanks to my lola for providing us plenty of food,daily buffet dinners and for ruining my diet. =/
*had my braces 'installed' haha. whattaterm. which makes dieting a bit more realistic.
*been flirting[oops!] with an ex. and now im hating it..
*been shopping. and hopping. roadtrip..
*processing : AndrOrion Luau Party. Yahew! :)

okay then. im tired. later.
adieu.

update but no update.

2006-04-17T09:49:00.001+08:00

To those who've linked me kindly update my url.

http://supercalifragilistrish.blogspot.com/

whew! thank you.
i'll be updating this real soon.
just effin' busy.
i miss my orion pare's.. :(

Recapitulating

2006-04-15T14:19:00.000+08:00

So yesterday was not my day. it was theirs. haha.
Aynakoo, divert divert divert..

So yesterday, i was forced to clean my room specifically my kikay things because my lola's going home from Australia. She'll freak out if she sees that my room's a mess.
She actually wants it to look princess-y which spells, so-not-me.
Aba.. i have many stuffs na pala, i just dint notice coz everything's all piled up.
Too many eyeshadows, lipgloss, concealer... gawd. how long have they been there?

Anyway, ill talk more later.i have to go fetch my lola @ the airport.

tata once more. ;)

*did i just say I? i mean "we".. as if i can go there alone. feeling.

2006-04-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

Wow. after a week or so naka-alis na rin ako sa wakas! hehe. well hindi natuloy yung pagpunta namin sa grotto coz of my poppa and kuya's kabagalan, naiwan kami ng lola ko. So solo flight kame nila poppa, bisita iglesia dapat kami pero almost all of the churches are crowded and wala kaming maparadahan. last resort? Sa church sa Forbes Park,Makati. Nag station of the cross kami. ;) it's my first time na mgstation of the cross. hehe. i dint know what to do naki gaya na lang ako. pero yun, alam ko na ngayon and im so happy. mgrosary na lang ako later kasi di ko na feel yung kanina, nangangapa ako. hehe.
We had dinner at my tita's house sa Fort Bonifacio. Yummy. i skipped my no-rice-soda diet muna. hehe.
Sige, im tired. adieu.

2006-04-13T11:23:00.000+08:00

Haha, i find this one funny but cute at the same time. My mom's got a friendster account.
She actually managed to make a testimonial for me. And she keeps asking my kuya to make her prof layout bongga. haha. :)
Anyway, it's Maundy Thursday today. We might go to my lola's house and iunno attend mass or go to the grotto with them?
Yesterday, i just stayed at home (as usual). I dint text anyone until early evening. Now that's an accomplishment for me (Yey!Cheers for moi!). I was busy editing my friendster profile kasi. hayup! pasikat nanaman ako. hehe.
So there.. im so happy now. Iunno, things were just as clear as a 20/20 vision since we talked last night. Atleast now i know why, what, how.. and i found out that we feel the same way.
We're not together,k? we don't want to be together. hehe. but we're happy.
need i elaborate? read between the lines.

*i envy those [or you] who've gone to the beach already. grrrrr. basta, summer won't end without my foot on the sand..

it's all coming back to me now

2006-04-11T19:17:00.000+08:00

emote emote emote. im so fed up with everything. but im still holding on. rrrrrr.
he's still here, if you get what i mean. he still owns a part of me. really. im sure.
im tired of typing about things like this. this ish is so last year.
should i name names? i don't think i have to. he might just *as if* read this.
so here's the deal. we've been texting (again) after some months. two months to be exact?
no big deal. we're friends, so what. but one time he was a bit tipsy and he texted me saying that he still
loves me. for real? how would i know. he's drunk for all i care. but he kept on assuring me that he knows what he's saying and doing.
so there.. the next day, he texted me again. the same thing. of course he wasn't drunk. i felt happy. sa totoo lang.
i was all of a sudden in a state of shock. what happened? really. why's he telling me those things? out of boredom? is he lonely? problematic?
err.. i dunno what to think. i dunno how to react. i dunno if i should believe him in the first place.
ive already moved on. ive got everything figured out for me. and now he's back, from i dunno where..or who was he with..
what am i to do? im CLUELESS.

2006-04-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

Just got home from a church somewhere in BF Almanza,not sure though. Why there? we were supposed to bring the laptop in a shop there and have it repaired. Eh wala naman yung kausap namin. Tskkk.
Ive posted something kanina without even mentioning that it's Palm Sunday today. BaaadGuuurrrrrr.
So there, My kuya and poppa had their confession. I just had mine kaya di ako sumabay. I hope kuya will stop bullying me na and it will lessen my poppa's "pagkukunot-noo". hehe..
Anyway, i've been craving for Gonuts Donuts since last Friday but poppa always forgets to buy some. Kaya i bought it myself na lang. I will skip dieting for a day, it won't hurt. Pastillas de leche..yummm. :)

Depair.

2006-04-09T09:45:00.000+08:00

Wala nanaman akong magawa. err. i want to change my layout but im kinda lazy to do so.

Anyway, don't you just hate it when some people from your past tries to make a come-back?
Especially when you're already moving on, or getting there..
What's their purpose? Gaaaah.
I've been sleeping a bit early lately. 12 midnight i think? that's early na for me coz i usually sleep at 4-5am.
That's an accomplishment. :) I'll be trying to sleep earliERRR next time.
Why? I want to grow. haha! I feel so 'liit' with my height right now that when people ask me of my height i always end up saying 5"something. ermm.. im turning seventeen already and a year from now, im done. im so frustrated and desparate. haha. but i don't wanna push it, i might end up being disappointed.
I should be thankful, im losing a couple of pounds. whew! thank you stress.

i miss and love them =(

2006-04-08T10:44:00.000+08:00

hahaha. i tried to make a poem.. here it goes..

My LoveYour skin glows like the apple,
blossoms calm as the tulips in the purest hope of spring.
My heart follows your lyre voice
and leaps like a horse at the whisper of your name.
The evening floats in on a great parrot wing.
I am comforted by your sleeves that I carry into the twilight of foodbeams
and hold next to my heart.
I am filled with hope that I may dry your tears of tequilla.
As my limbs falls from my skirt, it reminds me of your grass.
In the quiet, I listen for the last chirping of the day.
My heated spine leaps to my casual.
I wait in the moonlight for your secret clock so that we may dance as one, spine to spine,
in search of the magnificient pink and mystical mug of love..

weird ba? i dint make that myself. haha.
http://www.links2love.com/poem_generator.htm

2006-04-06T23:11:00.000+08:00

I've had enough of him. or..i've had enough of YOU if in case you're reading this.
I hate it when he tells me that he loves me. As if he really does.
I hate it when he calls me baby.. prolly coz im still his baby yet he's no longer mine.
I hate myself for still loving him though he never felt the same way.
I hate myself for still thinking of him all the time.
I hate myself for not being able to forget him.
I hate myself for still looking up to him and adoring all his ways.

I so hate me when im inlove. Gaaah. I become stupid.

Halo-halo

2006-04-05T12:19:00.000+08:00

Napakarami nang naimbentong salita sa ngayon na talaga namang ikina-iinis ko.
Kagabi'y sangkatutak na mensahe ang nakuha ko, karamiha'y may nakasulat na "labshoo" "luvyah" "labyoo" "ayoo" sa dulo. alam ko, ito'y nangangahulugan ng katagang "i love you". pero iba naman ang dating nito. para sa akin, ang paggamit ng mga salitang yon ay pagsasabi ng "mahal kita" ng walang sinseridad at hindi nanggagaling sa puso. tama ba? ako'y merong lalaking kaibigan na talaga namang malapit sa kin at parang magkapatid na ang aming turingan. Nung kanyang kaarawan ay sinabihan ko siya ng "i love you". Oh eh ano naman? siya'y aking kaibigan at talaga namang mahal ko siya. Aba'y akalain mong parang dumistansya ang mokong? Wala namang malisya yun ah. Alam namin parehong magkaibigan lang kami. Naisip ko, kung snabi ko na lamang "luvyah" sa halip na "i love you", wala sanang gulo. Pero ano ba naman? Nawawala na ang tunay na kahulugan ng pagmamahal dahil sa mga ka-etrahan na yang nagsisimula sa mga text messages! napakadali na lang na sabihin ang mga salitang yan kahit hindi mo nga kilala ang kausap mo. At yang mga kowts na yan, kala mo kung ano anong mensahe ang pinaparating?! Hindi naman yun ang nais nilang sabihin. Mga kowts na pangkaibigan na kala mo anjan nga para tulungan ka, ganun ba talaga? i seriously doubt it. Yang mga mensahe na, "pass this to 10 people and you will receive a miracle by chuva a.m" bastos! kelan pa naging basehan ng Diyos ang dami ng mensaheng ipapadala mo?! Ano tayo, sineswerte?! Gising mga kapatid!
Hindi ba't napakaraming bagong modelo ng cp na ang naglabasan. At aminin mo, maraming character input yan. pero bakit pinapaikli pa ang mga salita? o kung di ma'y nililigaw pa ang spelling?! Ang "good morning" ay mas magandang basahin kung ganun na lamang at hindi "gud mawning!" oh kaya nama'y "gud meowning!" Yan tuloy, nakakasanayan na. Napansin ko sa aking mga kaklase pag nababasa ko ang kanilang mga komposisyon aba'y para kong nagbabasa ng text message na nasa papel! Isa pa, ang "alright" na dapat nama'y "all right" talaga ay mas lalo pang pinamali dahil ginawang "aight" at mas minali pa sa paggamit!

ako : How are you?
siya : Im aight. bout ya?

*pwede pa di ba?* eh eto..

ako : You're from Qc right?
siya : aight!

wehh?! hindi nga? tatawa na ba ako?
At huli, dahil ako'y napapagod na sa kakatype. BaKit PiNapAhiRapAn NatiN aNg SaRiLi NatiN sA gAnitOnG pArAaN nG pAgttYpe? mga kosa, masakit sa mata di ba? haay...

Mga kapatid, tayo'y nabobobo na dahil diyan sa nakasanayan na yan. baguhin natin kung maaari. Please? Ü

hindi ko akalain.

2006-04-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

i never thought that i could actually punk someone on fool's day.

i was always firm in saying that april 1 doesn't make fooling someone legal.
but i gave it a try (did i just say i was FIRM?)
i told mars, a good friend of mine that i was pregnant. whoa!
galing ko :) @ first she thought that i wasn't serious for it was fool's day.
but i actually convinced her later on.. haha.
it wasn't bad after all.
atleast i knew how she would react in that sitch and she truly cared for me. aww..
she even wanted to accompany me somewhere, to the hospital i guess?
pero yun.. IM NOT PREGNANT.
HOW ON EARTH WILL THAT BE POSSIBLE?
i dont even have a boyfriend!?
haha..
`enough

and i never thought that i would still feel the same way for him after all these years..
and after all that has happened :(
why him?
~~im stuck.~~

2006-03-31T14:52:00.000+08:00

if you're so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
you say you love me
why ain't you here
im so sick of your love songs
so sad and slow
but i just cant turn off the radio

yeah right. i <3 this version.
i can totally relate to it.
ive experienced being cheated upon.
why are some guys like that?
they tell you over and over again that they love you
yet they can't stick with you..
they still look for other girls.
why can't they just be contented? rrrrrr.
or worse, they keep on telling you that they love you..
but insists that you stay as friends.
bakit? paasa? gaah.
they know that ladies are quite vulnerable and gullible..
and they're abusing it.
and we ladies, tolerate that behavior.
haay. haay. haay.

well enough of that..
it's my kuya's 18th birthday today. :)
Happy Birthday Kuya!
We're goin to marikina later to visit my momma.
Im so excited to see my sibz there.. yey!

News flash.

2006-03-30T19:35:00.000+08:00

My lola from Australia called us early nga pala kanina to inform us that she's going back here in Manila on April 14 na. hwa?!! april 14? biglaan noh..
na-shock ako kasi matagal ang interval before siya bumubisita ulit eh. but im glad, really. im so glad. although di maganda reason why she's coming back. She's sick, high blood pressure and diabetic. i want to see her soon. so i could take care of her. :(

Anyway,ive been teentalking the whole day. my back hurts. but i have no choice. wala akong magawa. hehe.

2006-03-30T14:40:00.000+08:00

i bought an internet card pa naman. biglang nawalan ng dial tone yung phone. dumating yung pldt, kakabit na pala yung dsl..

it took him less than an hour to install. bilis ah, compared sa smart wifi, kalahating araw yata yun? so there.(wow, my overused phrase) ang drama pala ng last entry ko. oh well, bear with me minsan lang ako mag-moment ;) i am so happy may dsl na. ang hirap ng dial up ang bagal ng connection. but im kinda disappointed di ko ma-view ibang images. does that have anything to do with the dsl? errr. sana temporary lang coz i might end up making a new one.

of course, as expected.. ill be staying @ home lang. it's my kuya's 18th bday tom. i feel bad i can't afford to buy him a gift. haay. im broke, im bored, im loveless. pero i feel better now. hehe. prayers lang talaga. thank God. :)

why.

2006-03-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

it hurts when the only person that you can turn to when you feel down doesn't believe in you or worse, thinks that you are a bad person.

We fought kanina, kami ni papa. just a while ago. i asked something from him kasi and he dint approve it. syempre tampo ko, i was disappointed. who wouldn't anyway? pero i dint tell him anything, about how i feel. not at all. i just cried in my bedroom, i cried so much that it almost flooded my room. then my kuya called me for papa wanted to talk to me daw. i made an alibi that i was already sleeping but of course, it dint work. he was mad. he was nagging. ano ba ginawa ko? haay. i cried again, until now. bakit siya ganun, he kept on analyzing my attitude and my flaws. why not take a glimpse on what i really feel. it sucks mga pare.. he even told me this, "yang ginagawa mo, gawain ng demonyo". gawd, i might've been shallow and nagtampo ako yes, pero i dint think of him that way. kahit nag-aaway na kami, i still see him as my father and not as someone na "nadedemonyo". i still respect him and above all, i still love him. haay. i dont want to ask for anything anymore. ill just settle for what i have or what it is now. ill shut up. para wala ng arguments. =\

I am 16 going on 17.. sakto.

2006-03-29T14:23:00.000+08:00

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

2006-03-29T11:42:00.000+08:00

Yah,im bored ive said it. i got this from a friend's blog.gaya nlng. =D

Name: Tricia May Yson
Birthday: 6th of May 1989
Birthplace: Alabang,Muntinlupa
Location: St.Michael Village,Las Pinas City
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: jet black sana pero brown daw. ;p
Height: 5'something
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: Pinoy
The Shoes You Wore Today: flipflops
Your Weakness: My family :)
Your Fears: rejection and being alone.
Your Perfect Pizza: w/ lotsa cheese,thin crust :)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get good grades. focus. focus. focus.
Your Most Overused Phrase: "utot mo!" "aning!"
Thoughts First Waking Up: "ugh. adjust the alarm time. sleep again."
Your Best Physical Feature: meron ba? wala eh, serious.
Your Bedtime: wala akong sleep most of the time.
Your Most Missed Memory: my life back in Siena.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: pa pa ra pacquiao.. Burger King? haha.
Single or Group Dates: Group dates
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Tsokolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Swear: Sometimes. Things like,"i swear not to swear again?"
Do you Sing: always.
Do you Shower Daily: Yes.
Have you Been in Love: been there,done that..traumatic.
Do you want to go to College: soon i'll be..
Do you want to get Married: @ the right time, with the right man.
Do you belive in yourself: nah,imma liar. hehe! yah, but sometimes i love putting myself down.
Do you get Motion Sickness: sa bus.
Do you think you are Attractive: to some.. :D
Are you a Health Freak: nah..
Do you get along with your Parents: yes. i guess.
Do you like Thunderstorms: uh, no.
Do you play an Instrument: i wish to learn how to play the guitar.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes.
In the past month have you Smoked: NO.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes, for medication.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nah..
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes, to get my diploma.
In the past month have you been Dumped: no.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nah, or @least i dont remember. haha!
Ever been Drunk: no.
Ever been called a Tease: yah, quite a few times.
Ever been Beaten up: no.
Ever Shoplifted: no.
How do you want to Die: fulfilled and happy.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a Certified Public Accountant
What country would you most like to Visit: Australia

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: super black
Short or Long Hair: long hair
Height: around 5'4" - 5'8"
Best Clothing Style: conyo na punk.
Number of Drugs I have taken: one,antibiotic.
Number of CDs I own: only 4..
Number of Piercings: one on each ear. one on my belly,one day.. haha!:p
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: just one,and that is not regretting anything regretful in the past. nyahaha..

Hayy.

2006-03-29T07:49:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with me? My bedtime's automatically adjusted to almost 'no bedtime' just because i have no classes already. Gaah, i hate it. Im dead the whole day,or getting there.
I woke up, or rather got up from bed @ 5am sharp today and have nothing to do so i decided to just make some changes in my layout. i like this better than the old one. this one looks pretty neat and bright. So there.. i have no agenda today, like yesterday, and maybe tomorrow. i think this'll be another boring day for me.. until later. :D

Goodbye's.

2006-03-27T11:33:00.000+08:00

I shouldve been typing this down a few days ago pa but i dunno, was i too busy? haha. nah.. i was just plain lazy to even think coz on my mind was "ey trish, just sleep and eat..classes just ended." i almost forgot that i have to go back to that school pa for my clearance. err. it's weird that our school allowed us to graduate first before we clear. hmm?

About graduation, and graduating.. the ceremony wasn't as i expected. it was pretty much a mess. haha! it wasnt like any of the other grads that ive attended to. everyone's talking and bsta, it wasn't that choreographed unlike any other graduation. and i think it is a good thing. one of the faculty staffs, sir ryan even caught me crying during the valedictory speech and the awarding. ugh. i was like the valedictorian's mom. wla eh. i was really touched by his speech and kind of envied his accomplishments. but i know that i dont deserve such coz i wasnt really putting much effort on my studies. Ryan Rotor really deserves it. he was the most responsible, smart, and nice student ive met my entire hs year.

So there, i dint cry during the grad song unlike my other classmates who were like "shett,naiiyak ako" or "wag muna kayo iiyak!" hahaha! twas really funny, i mean.. wtf? cry if u feel like crying as for me, i just want to sing.. and show appreciation for my parents. it ended soon and yea, we're officially hs graduates now, and we're ready for college! well atleast i am? =D
While everyone's saying their goodbye's and hugs and etc.. ive had thoughts in my head..

"Never will i be walking thru that dirty stairs again [or never will i fall down those stairs again?;p]."
"Never will i eat on that empty canteen again or talk to those noisy tinderas again."
"Never will i be with my orion classmates again and be as noisy as we can be."
"Never will i go down to the 3rd floor to spend time with the people of Andromeda."
"Never will there be US in Westfield School (formerly Arclight School,nyahaha) again."

So then i realized, Fourth year Orion and Andromeda's really signing off.

Should i be ending this with a =( or a wide =) ???

Super day.

2006-03-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

This day has been super for me. I woke up @ around 7am but i slept again for an hour then prepared for school. When i got there, my classmate Dom was singing our grad song alone,with matching gestures pa ah. i was about to cry pero ntatawa tawa ko. Before i went to school kasi, my dad was mad at me pa. Sobrang sinisigwan niya na ko sa van. He had a fight with my mom kasi. What have i done wrong? I just texted my mom to ask about my illness. I was so nervous lang talaga kasi this morning something happened to me. Then my mom called and talked to papa, i think she was mad. namis-interpret niya yata. She thought my dad wasn't taking care of me. Papa got mad at me. Wow, sabi niya i shudve told him na ganun na pala. How would i? He was too busy with work. =/ Baka DAW iniisip ng mom ko pinapabayaan niya ko. Deym. Mas importante pa ba yun? I might die that moment tz yung iisipin pa rin ng iba yung importante? Ugh.

So anyway, i still went to school and rehearsed for our grad until my body gave up, i got so dizzy add mo pa yung init ng araw. Sobra. ngchichill na ko when i got home. Kaya dinala na ko sa hospital and my temp's 39˚ na pala. Weird pa is after 2 hours nagsubside na yung fever ko, and back t normal nanaman ako. hehe! Nu kaya yun.

So there, im glad everything's okay na. Kala ko d ako mkka attend ng grad.☺

Homily times two.

2006-03-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Just got home from my lola's house in Bf Homes,Paranaque. We went to mass at a church there in Veritas School where my kuya used to study back in grade school. whew! hehe. so there, pabalik-balik kami dun coz when we arrived, wala naman mass so we decided to go to the adoration chapel instead. When we went back to my lola, she was like furious to see us back so early and told us to attend mass at 8pm. She insisted and she looked at the mass sched pa talaga (may copy siya, as in). And so we did. Honestly, i dint get to understand the priest's homily. Iunno if i am preoccupied with so many thoughts running thru my head coz of the sermon no.1 that my lola delivered to me and my kuya or because i was too sleepy to attend an evening mass. Oh well, whatever the reason is, im glad i completed the mass. My lola's right. God will give us what is due to us and what is due to us depends on what we do for Him or for others. =D

~~Realization~~
My life's sometimes a mess and full of things that make it almost lifeless yet God never fails to give me reasons not to give up but to strive to make things better. i super love Him.

prophecy.

2006-03-19T13:16:00.000+08:00

i think im off to a boring day. it's a Sunday, family day. i'll be staying @ home again, ulit, nanaman. My social life's a mess or rather, just zero..nothing. wala. hehe.
So anyway, ive been watching dvds till dawn. American Pie-athon. i watched it backwards. From Band Camp-American Wedding..and so on.. haha. =D

~~Query~~
Why is Ney of 6 cyclemind so damn sizzling? kainis. rrrr...

boredom.

2006-03-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

school's almost over. boring na sobra. iunno what to do to keep myself busy. Hope i can do something really worthwhile this summer. Anyway, i still have to wake up early next weekdays coz we still have grad practices. why does it have to still be early? tskkk. So yun, im killing time thru surfing the net. and im kinda active in teentalk again. But, with a new username [yshaloo*] Erm.. This was a day of sleep-eat-surf-sleep-eat. I want to go out!!! But where would i go? hehe. whatevs. G'bye!

aww.

2006-03-18T10:44:00.000+08:00

I am back, finally.. school's almost over but i'm still not over it. On march 25, our batch' going to graduate na. we'll part ways na.. eew. drama. We had our farewell party yesterday and i never thought that i'll be crying that much. Minsan pala,we're emotionally attached to some people na but we don't notice it coz of familiarity, coz we see them almost every day.Ü Pero nakah, hirap pala when you have to part ways na. I'll be missing my batchmates so much. Although we haven't been through so much coz dakilang epal lang ako last school year (3rd Quarter na ko lumipat sa Westfield) I never thought na i'll build strong relationships with them. They were so different from my friends back in manila.. But i really can't compare coz i love all of them..

Anyway, summer na! hehehe..
The heat is on..

busy.

2006-01-26T06:19:00.000+08:00

so many things have happened lately.. i dunno how to start typing it down. well anyway, to sum it all up.. im still single. but i am so happy now.. :) Anyway, ill be updating this soon. we have practices for our cheering na kasi @ dibdiban talaga siya so ill be freakin' busy this week.. i duno what's w/ this schoolyear bt kinakarir ng lahat ang lahat. haha. ciao!

Yea.

2006-01-02T13:20:00.000+08:00

In Fairness to our pc. I got to change my blog's layout ng d siya ngshushut down. yipee! haha. Sige.. tom na lang. i feel kinda sick eh.

Bad PC*

2006-01-02T08:59:00.000+08:00

Kainis. Our pc's havin' it's "sumpong" nanaman. The minute you log in, it shuts down. again.. and again. Pfft. badtrip. Nka-chamba lang ko today i dunno hanggang saan lang kkyanin. Oh well. Classes will resume on the 4th na. Im quite excited. But i haven't reviewed for my special exams yet. urr.. Have a Great Day. =*

In Retrospect.

2005-12-31T18:28:00.000+08:00

In just a few hours 2005 will just be a complete speck of the past. I must say that this year wasn't as i expected it to be. And that, by far makes me want to look forward for the coming year. Ü

2005 Recapitulation

~*Ac and I broke up. tot'lly.

~*Had been miserable for like 6mos?

~*Moved on..

~*Fell inlove again.

~*My last highschool academic year.

~*Got my heart broken.. again.

~*Called it off with sym. tot'lly.

~*Almost got hit by a 10-wheeler truck.

~*Hospitalized coz of that deym contaminated h2O.

~*My mom moved out from my lola's house. She got her own. Good..

~*Lost touch with my bestfriends tin and kring but regained it in the mid of the year.

~*Swapped phone for like a gazillion times.

~*Had my first retreat. ugh. rubbish.

~*the PBB phenomena.

~*Got hooked on Sam. ahih.

2006 Expectations

Find contentment. or whatever that may mean*~

Get busy with school*~

Pass all subjects,clear. GRADUATE! woohoo!*~

Bora with friends afta grad. wehh. i wish*~

Lengthen my hair*~

Lose some weight and wear a two-piece bikini on summer. bwahaha!*~

Enter college [the semi-real world] at assumption college*~

Gain more and better friends*~

Keep in touch ol' friends*~

Hope for my prince to arrive...*~

I Am Soooo Back.

2005-12-31T10:38:00.000+08:00

Weebee to moi! :) the long trip's over and so is the wedding. grabe, everything was rushed coz of the bad weather.. the groom's parents' flight was delayed.. then cancelled so they had to go to tuguegarao by land. it was really a sacrifice for them pero syempre for love's sake dba..
so. when we got there, rest kaagad kami. 15hrs ba nman yung trip eh sino hindi mapapagod. tz it was raining pa. we had to pass by 4 mountains yta? but twas okay. ganda naman ng view. so enjoy na rin. sobrang mya't mya stopover nmen coz mya't maya may nagugutom. ahem.. ;p on the way to tuguegarao, we passed by this bridge.. i forgot the name pero nagulat kasi si papa. when our car got napped last year, may trackmate yun so you just hafta text then you'll know the location. sa bale dun sa bridge na yun naputol yung trackmate and boom! wla na nga yung car. there's a place in manila din kasi that has the same name as that bridge so they thought dun dinala yung car. oh well..

@ Hotel Roma with Vanessa, Ate Joyce and Ate Glad.

Back to the wedding. the special guest and one of the principal sponsors, PNP chief didn't make it. they had to go back to manila coz of the bad weather.. too bad they weren't able to penetrate. but accdg to my lolo, his effort of sharing 3 helicopters is too much love already c: so yun.. the wedding itself is simple yet touching. would you believe i cried while the entourage is going on? twas sort of a military wedding kasi and there were cadets. so nung dumating yung bride, my tita tess, may effects shuva pa. hehehe. asteeg. then nung palabs na sa church, may cadets ulit. i duno if it's tradition pero the last two cadets dint allow the newlyweds to go out the church w/o pleasing him. how? the groom had to kiss the bride as much as the cadet would want to.. and bsta. coolness. he was shouting before leaving the church, "i love my wife!" bsta. in a very manly military tone. hehehe.

okay. so much fo my kwentos. ill be back later na lang. im still so sleepy. ciao!

*mental note*

"..duh.."

"the background music huh. hehehehe."

Luxurious

2005-12-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

LSS

Working so hard, every night and dayAnd now we get the pay back

Trying so hard, saving up the paper

Now we get to lay back

Working so hard, every night and day

And now we get the pay back, the pay back, the pay back
Champagne kisses, hold me in your lap of luxury

I only fly first-class desires, you're my limousine

So elegant the way we ride, our passion it just multiplies

There's platinum lightning in the skyLook

I'm livin' like a queen
This kind of love is getting expensive

We know how to live, baby

We're luxurious, like Egyptian cotton

We're so rich in love, we're rollin' in cashmere

Got it in fifth gear, baby

Diamond in the rough is lookin' so sparkly

Sugar, honey, sexy baby

When we touch it turns to gold

what the f...?!

2005-12-27T16:52:00.000+08:00

my xanga site's been shut down by i-still-dunno-who! erm. whoever that is, he/she's a freakin' biyotch. well anyway, imma start mine here na lang.. so back to zero.. again. i duno if it's bad luck but every time i start up my blog in xanga laging napupurnada. haha! well have nothin more to say.. i won't be updating this for like 4 days coz we're off to cagayan valley tomorrow at 3am sharp. my tito-slash-ninong will be getting married there and dun yung place ng bride. so yun.. they mustve spent a lot for that event. imagine, all the guests will be staying at a hotel. plus the transpo.. etc. oh well. it must've been love. :)

ciao!

*mental note*

...what would i be wearing nga pala? gee..

...how's he doing na kaya? haay..